BEWARE NAGS AND SAD STUFF AND STUFF
Before I begin I just wanna point out to all my friends here at least: I came across on my facebook some week ago after uploading one of my pictures there that a good friend of mine wanted me to suddenly draw her a picture. When I said no because I lately have no feels to draw anything and when I do it's just bad... like really bad.. DX so I kinda take it slow with drawin. I did tell my friend however that she could capture my kiriban here on DA if she wanted a drawing because I feel more motivated when I know I have a kiriban up so people can catch it and then request a drawing from me which I then have to complete or I would never be able to live with myself since I am promising to draw it D: Anyway my friend thought just because we're friends I should draw one for her anyway and she got sad when I said no again. Al though we're over it and we really didn't discuss more about it, I just want to note you that I dont take requests right now because I dont am motivated so dont be sad i say no. It's not because were not friends its just I am to unmotivated to even bring myself to draw. ^^'
ONTO NAG RAGE AND SO FORTH BUT WITH SOME HAPPY STUFF IN THE END!
Well first my school comp decided to go stupid and I had to hand it in to the fixers so I currently have no school comp for the next couple of weeks. (like 2 or 3) this means I'm sagging behind in school because my high school is computer lovers apparently and everything has to be on the internet!
I'm kiiiiiiinda just a tad bit stressed when I cant do anything right now.... and my home laptop is at home and bring it to school for 2 weeks no thank you. (it's almost double sized then a normal sized laptop. It's hard to bring with me... plus the internet that school has doesn't work on it since it isn't a school laptop so that idea is screwed anyway. *takes a deep breath*
If that wasn't enough more crap happened that made me more stressed almost all day long. But what happened I dont need to nag you about so. Anyway so now I have been so stressed I have 24 hours of stomach cramps! (not as bad as you might think but still it does annoy me and it's worse sometimes that I just wanna squirm in pain.) Woohoo! 8D I don't remember what it was called but I got this once before (resulting in me going on medication for a week but I cannot afford the antibiotics right now so i'll just hope it'll go away fast. It will go away naturally so.. I just gotta get through with it. *sighs* Ah well. Some pain wont kill me but poems will!
Poems literally stresses me out when I need to WRITE them... (read them is quite enjoyable though!) which is our swedish assingment right now. And we need to follow rules and stuff and I can barely write poems to begin with. So I have no idea what to do currently. So yeah. Just gonna go dig my own grave now. *stats digging*
And more sad news of course! All my photos and such are on my home laptop so that's why I haven't uploaded anything for a long while because I dont have the pictures. and I usually use photoshop to edit them which I also have on my SCHOOL LAPTOP.. like does anyone hate me that bad to screw me over so much?!
Well I do have some FUN NEWS!
Like I only have like 13 school days (not included weekends) until my winter break starts!
And I am such a bad ass I already own Tales of Symphonia Unisonant Pack! and it's all in JAPANESE!
Might been a bit too desperate to play the ps3 version hahaha. :3 But it's awesome!
well that's about that for now!